goddamn man it’s one of those days where I’m just *mildly depressed stare into the void* except most days are like that sigh

most likely it is just school stress and some funky ass dreams and also other random stuff

*waves hands* I know I keep saying I’m still hanging around fandom and am writing stuff still but like

I mean yeah that’s true 

weeps I’ve been absent-ish for so long idk if anyone really cares but for breaking-the-silence’s sake I’ll just say that I honestly want to write and have a ton of ideas still and WIPs but damn every time I keep having more stuff to deal with IRL and suddenly uni is hideously difficult (I DON’T EVEN THINK IT’S THAT DIFFICULT I THINK I’M JUST IHJSD *MUFFLED SOBBING IN THE DISTANCE*) and I’m worried about other stuff and basically I don’t really want to talk about anything yo because I’ll start to freak out but the point is

I’m too busy banging my head against the wall and *muffled sobbing in the distance* to write things and considering I just gave up two years’ worth of summer holidays I don’t even fucking know when I’ll be out of this mess, man

lies down

idk what else to say 

1. turtletotem said: It makes me sad that you are sad because you deserve to be always ridiculously happy. (Or at least ridiculous amirite) But I know the kind of frustration and self-doubt you are talking about, it is way not awesome and I’m so sorry that’s happening to you.
2. insufficientskill-blog said: :( Still in the country (for now, depending on whether I can stay on) so let me know if there’s anything I can do
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4. theletteraesc said: *wraps you up*
5. risepersephone said: -pets the poor charlie bird-
6. teateemcgee said: I’m a bit awkward when it comes to this kind of stuff, but in my head I’m gently punching your arm in a ‘i’m with ya mate’ type thing.
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